Waiting, waiting......

As the waiting continued there were a few people (myself included) that were really going a bit stir crazy. After the email on the 9th March, a few more people had been given dates for 2012, and you can't help but think that while you're happy for them - why not me? I was happy not to be going until 2013 (more time to save and generally get my life in order) but I just really wanted some sort of confirmation that it was all going to work out! Throughout June I tried to be more positive by changing my fb background pictures to those of Disney photos or Disney related stuff to make me smile every time I looked at them. And not break down and cry haha! By this point I was really wound up and was becoming more and more convinced that we wouldn't hear until the last possible day.


My sisters baby was due on the 18th June and he wasn't ready to make his appearance yet either, so I tried to put it all to the back of my mind..... and to stop going onnnnnnn and onnnnnnn about it to people! I had told so many people however, that everyone kept asking me if I'd heard yet and I every time I said no I'm still waiting, I could feel judgement. Like they didn't believe it was real, or that I would ever get it. Annoying!