December is here and its so damn cold!! Already had snow in Scotland, right now my garden is still covered in it, put my snow boots on for the first time this year yesterday .... kind of glad I'm getting some use out of them as I won't be needing them next year!
And on that note.... 18 weeks today I will be somewhere over the Atlantic! Which reminds me - I need to email my flight details to the arrivals team. My flight schedule was changed a couple of times so I was waiting until it was final before emailing them. Still not had anything back from my Criminal Background Check, but this seems to be true for most people. Everything takes sooooo long!
I've not been sleeping very well recently, I've been working really long shifts and then not being able to sleep until 6-7am and then waking up constantly due to nightmares. Or lying awake nearly in tears thinking about saying goodbye to people, ridiculous I know but there's a few people I'm really going to miss. Then there's thinking about how I'm throwing away a relationship in order to do this. I know I won't regret it but I'm scared of being forgotten about and loosing contact with people :( And now I have a cold and I'm feeling pretty sorry for myself! Work is really busy right now as it kicks into Christmas party nights so I'm really glad I'm off today as I desperately want to feel better before tomorrow! My first Christmas night out is on Thursday and I'm looking forward to it but have a pit of dread in my tummy as my work is soooooooooooooooooo busy the next day and I need to be feeling fresh! My head hurts just thinking about it!
I'm all over the place emotionally lol, I'm just too tired to make myself think sensibly anymore! I had another little Disney meet up a couple weeks ago with Connor, Hayley and Abbie. This time instead of Hayley coming through to Glasgow, we were going to head to Edinburgh which is closer to her but the weather was pretty horrid so we got off the train, she picked us up and we went for lunch at Nandos where it was warm and dry! Although we sat for quite some time talking about all things Disney/CRP related and could tell that the staff were getting annoyed so we went to Starbucks to continue our chat. Then on the train home there was a guy who actually got up and moved to the other side of the carriage to get away from our chat!! We weren't even loud or annoying, he just clearly didn't like our conversation topics! Cheek of him lol!
I'm sure I'll cheer up again, determined to have a good Christmas and make the most of everything and I can't wait to see my little nephew getting spoiled lol!
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